@brittarnhild
You walk through life, on the road which has your name, confident that you are on your way towards the goal, towards your goal. You might take the wrong direction when the road forks, but you discover, you walk back, you follow the signs and you are on the road again, on your road. Then, one day, you come to a crossroad. All the ways except one are closed. You walk the one open, even though it looks like it takes you out on deep water, and you can´t see land in the other end.........
This is where I am right now.
I have stopped.....for a while. I can´t turn, the path behind me has no opportunities, is slowly disappearing. I don´t know how to continue. The stones are dry, safe, there is no haste, I can stand here for a while. But eventually I have to go forward.
Different health issues means that I have been on and off a sick leave since the end of January. For the moment I am working 50%, and this means quite a few changes for me. It feels like I am on my way out into deep water, and I try to tell myself that I am a swimmer. May be not a good one, but practice makes a master.......